Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Guess being original sucks these days

So i had to do up this picture because people do NOT know how to have their own ideas. Just look at the two flyers and be the judge of it...All I am saying is that ORIGINALITY is starting to leave people....we gotta step it up

Who would have thought?

That's a pic of none other than Jay-Z. Its a pic my boy took with his phone. He was at Lil X's Bday party on Halloween night. I just find it funny how some people only got to see him on stage while he walked right pass us. Guess i got my treat instead of being tricked....Too bad Blackberry bold pictures have not so great quality in the dark

How would you discribe this pic

No matter how gray your season could be, or no matter how you think everything you touch never turns out right. Always look for the beauty in everything. When you look at the bigger picture and how beautiful it is, everything will turn out alright

I guess that's how i feel about this picture....

Tell me what your take on it is

Friday, September 18, 2009

where the thinking starts

I don't know what is driving me to write this note right now. I don't know if it is a feeling that i had in my heart or a thought in my head but something told me to jump out of my sleep and just write. I had a day off work today and all i did was just think. Think about the past, think about the future and fit the present in there.

Is what i did in the past making its effect now in the present?

Is what im doing in the present a result of my past?

and is my future going to reflect what i had during my present and what was in the past?

Everyday i almost feel like i second guess myself. Like if i have to prove to people that i am worth giving a damn. From that i feel like i am taking away more from myself instead of giving.

I recently picked up my camera and started taking shots. People like them and i guess people who don't like them don't say anything (keep it that way) It is a way i have learned to express myself, but some how i feel like something more is missing.

is life meant to feel like a glass revolving door. You can see whats happening around you but sometimes you move so slow that you miss it all?

this is just random food for fault.....


I have had a feeling tonight

a feeling like that my day can not end until i feel like i have everything accomplished. I wonder if anyone else out there can relate to feeling the same. There are some of us that feel that we must remain insomniacs because they know there is still a task to be done before you can rest.

I wonder if there is anyone else that feels this way from time to time or am i like how most people feel and am the only one left that understands only themselves. Some may just call me haunted cause it is 1:50 and i am up writing notes. I guess that's the people who either don't really know me or just caught up in their own rat race to have the time to notice.

I sometimes feel that sleep is there to help you relax your body and that we should get as much as we can. Sleep is also the cousin of death as my mom always used to tell me. That's why sometimes i am even scared to close my eyes cause I am frighten that it may be my time to go. Cause i know i still have stuff i would want to do. Be successful, raise a family, and to take care of my whole family. We should be luckythat sleep hasn't come for some of us as of yet, because for some they had to be put to bed too early. Maybe it was their time to rest but for some of us we can't bare to let them go to sleep before we tell them how much we love them. Its sad how some ask to be put to bed to cause they are tired and hurting. I wonder if they ever think of the people that ask for the opposite and never get the chance they do?

I think i am going to leave the note there. I wanted you to just look deep and think. If i did then i did a good job, then someday when its my time to sleep i can know i helped out a lot of people.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Racism is still alive its just hasn't been televised

So unless you have been living under a rock or living on Saturn, you had to have seen or heard Kanye’s “opinion” on Taylor Swift winning the Best Female Award. If some how you haven’t its all over the internet it isn’t hard to find. We all have our opinion about what had happened some still like Kanye and others think different. This article isn’t really about what he did but what was being said about black people because of it. I was doing some research and saw a saying that was very much true

“Racism isn’t dead; it just lives on the internet”

The amount of slander that I had seen on twitter over the past two days against black people all because of what went down is vile and utterly disgusting. What Kanye had done wasn’t even a racist act at all against white people. It was just Kanye letting the Hennessey and ego control his mouth. All over twitter there are people saying Kanye is a (n word) and how he should be hung from a tree or how black people should be ashamed to have him be a (n word) along with Serena Williams cause we all would have acted the same. I am NOT ashamed of my skin and my heritage. It is sad to see that someone of my race could act that way but NO ONE has the right to say we are all like that. I would doubt that people would come up and say since white people used blacks as slaves we should call all of them honkys. I had found a few comments online that a few people that should have been a bit more censored…Twitter needs to clean this up

ODV1985: kanye west is monkey ass n****r! and should be lynched! taylor swift i love you girl! (these people are going somewhere in life)

JacobFredG: I realy hope I dont have any black followers and if I do just stop following me, Kanye West is a stupid n****r!

trevbandito: Watch'n the VMA's and decicided to look up the word "N****R" In the dictionary, and low and behold was a pic. of Kanye West!!!!!!!!

I understand that everyone loves the girl and does feel bad but there is no need to have to go this low. You be the judge of it all…

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I am back..and i wont stop again

Hey people...i know i know it has been a while since i even touched this site...it has been busy for a while and i honestly been putting my writing on facebook. That is not fair to the people who were reading what i had and don't have facebook. So i will make sure i touch base with this as much as i can. and with that here is my comeback post =)

This is a topic a friend of mine told me to write about

So I have this question thrown at me a lot.

“You’re such a sweet guy I don’t understand why you’re single”

From that answer I always laugh. Reason why is that I guess you could say that I am black listed. Not only being a male, living in our city that we call Toronto. It is for the sole fact that I am in the entertainment business. Since I am a promoter everyone has labled me a whore, a liar, and at times a person who can’t commit to a relationship.

Now from what I see, the reason why I get that thrown on me is because they may have been hurt before from a person who is in the same business as I am. Believe it or not, Toronto is basically an entertainment networking city, it just sucks that everyone has to know all of the same people (Thank you very much Facebook….baitbook indeed) Now there are always two sides to every coin. Girls of course feel like they can’t trust any guy period let alone the fact that he does some sort of promo, DJ, or even performer because they all go on about how we are worst than scum. That is totally understandable. All entertainers are not bad. Not all of us sleep around and have “groupies”. I know most women who are in this industry (This includes DJ’s, models, and anyone who is known here) would blow a fuse if they heard guys talk about “She slept with him and has 2 others on the side”. You have groupies as well the correct name for them would be stalkers. We will get to that another time. Just because you have a friend that did something with a guy who is in the business you start getting the red paint and label his circle all the same. You don’t know the person yet when you hear the name you start going on with allegations. Personally I think that is totally wrong to do because if your friend likes to share herself with X amount of guys trying to find her center, when someone brings that up to your attention you start causing an uproar saying “That’s not my friend. I am not like her don’t bring my name up with hers.” We all go on talking about how we are grown and we don’t need to go on about high school shit. Yet just because a guy has a lot of girls feeling him and they offer himself and he threw a party that makes him Public Enemy #1.

Now know this note is not aimed to bash anyone, or to call anyone out. I did put a note out saying that if you want me to write about something then give ideas. One of my friends did so I am just answering her question. The stories you hear about promoters being how they are is half myth, and half fact. They do not sleep with every piece of pokey that is thrown at them, but if you think he is sexy and you have the POWER to convert him into hubby material…sorry you may have your facts a lil wrong there. If you make yourself look easy, they you are what you make yourself look like. You would be as easy as playing NBA 2K9 on easy mode or a 2 year old who would be eating the controller instead of playing you. Basically, where I am going with this note is saying do not paint everyone the same colour because you wouldn’t like that to come to you. If you have any argument or disputes with this note…I am not afraid to talk about it. I am just going on my point